I know that everyone reads my blog for my business life but this time I am blogging about my personal life. On Tuesday, September 23, 2008 I tragically loss my little brother. My brother, Ryan, was only 22 years old when he lost his life but will live on forever in my heart.
Like any family with kids, Ryan and I fought and bickered but loved each as much as a sister and brother could. We are 4 years apart and lived a very tough childhood together and as adults became so close that we even worked together (which most siblings cannot do).
Over the past few days I have been consumed with guilt of not being a better sister or being there as a more of a friend. I now that I cannot blame myself or anyone else because when it is your time to leave us then there nothing to change that. I am just feeling blessed that I had Ryan as a brother and all the smiles he put on my face and laughs that he gave me.
I will miss you until I see you again.
**I will resume my blogging on Tuesday
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